truth is, that girl loves you

she yells because she cares. she cries because she's frustrated. she smiles out of no where because she's thinking of you, even if you're already there. she scrunches her face because she's about to explode. she hits you because she wants to touch you. she stares at you because she's infatuated. she calls every half hour because she misses you. she lectures you because she's boss, not mom. she kisses because she just wants to. she asks you questions because she's curious, not to be annoying. she wants to know where you are to be with you. she calls just to hear your voice. she walks beside you to hold your hand. she sits...

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harusnya

ada ribuan kata yang tak pernah terucapkan. takut, menjadi sebuah pertimbangan panjang yang belum tau kapan akan berakhir. ada jutaan kata tanya yang mengudara saat mulai berniat mengatakannya. namun tak satupun kata terucap. entah ini benar atau salah, kata itu tetap tak terucapkan. terlalu banyak keraguan dan kecemasan. aku berkata dalam hati, harusnya aku bisa mengendalikan diriku, hatiku, dan pikiranku. harusny...

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on the phone simple conversations

aku : kamu ngikuti kasusnya Rafi ndak yang? kayaknya itu beneran dijebak deh. bayu : ah sok tau, Rafi lho ketok nek kecanduan, wong dia matanya kayak panda kok. aku : lho aku juga sering mata panda kalo lembur gambar. bayu : kamu itu juga kecanduan. aku : hah? kecanduan apa? bayu : kecanduan cintaku hahahahaha -lagi maen pes- bayu : kamu tau counterattack? aku : counter itu toko, attack itu serangan, berarti serangan toko. bayu : counter itu toko, attack itu molto . . .  aku : attack itu detergen! bayu : counter itu toko, attack itu detergen. berarti counterattack itu toko detergen hahaha yo gak lak goblok, counterattack...

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