I'm a firm believer in true love. I do believe that there is someone out there for me that someday will walk into my life and make me see why it never worked out with anyone else. there's a man out there for me, with whom I will celebrate countless anniversaries, valentine's day, and birthdays. there's a man out there with whom I will share an unbreakable bond, held together by the deep desire of love.
but not today. I don't want someone I "won't able to imagine my life without". I don't want someone to "have my whole heart". I don't want someone to be "my whole world". I don't want somebody who can understand me better...
Friday, July 31, 2015
Thursday, July 30, 2015
love
love. it's the most beautiful emotion a human being can convey but it's the most difficult to understand, especially for our generation. we generally have difficult time expressing how we truly feel about one another, and it's because we simply don't understand how to do so.
we base the strength of our relationship on how many times we chat our bae and measure how much we love each other with the amount of our post in path or instagram. sometimes these captions on social media are cute and endearing, but for the most part, they are just a hollow gesture. not everyone expresses love in the same way, but we need to remember...
Sunday, July 26, 2015
sit and think
sit and think why you are here, where you have come from and where you are going. ask yourself a question that scare and excite you.
am I happy?
do I love myself?
if I could choose anywhere to live, where would it be?
do I love the people I gave my time?
do they love me?
I hate my job and the thought is depressing me. what am I going to change this?
I am in a relationship that no longer serves me, grows me or makes me happy. why am I still in a relationship?
I want to be in a relationship with the person I love, so what am I going to do to makes this happe...
Sunday, July 12, 2015
tragedi angkot TA
jadi ceritanya sore ini aku naik angkot menuju sebuah tempat yang jaraknya lumayan jauh dari rumahku. aku perlu ganti angkot dua kali untuk mencapai tempat tersebut. kejadian ini kujumpai pas aku udah ganti angkot yang penumpangnya mulai dari aku sendirian sampek terus bertambah. waktu masih ada kita-kira empat orang, seorang ibu yang sedang menggendong bayi naik bersama dengan anak gadisnya -yang sedang menangis tersedu-sedu- berusia sekitar 4 tahun. anak kecil itu seperti memprotes entah apa sehingga tangisannya pun semakin keras. mungkin ibunya merasa tidak sabar dan gemes tangisan anaknya makin menjadi-jadi, kemudian...
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
ketika cinta tak bersuara
malam itu bulan bersinar terang
dan manusia berbondong-bondong berkeliling menikmatinya
sepasang manusia yang saling mencinta berjalan berdua
dalam diam
tapi aura kasih yang begitu besar terasa
sungguh kuat terasa
memenuhi tiap ronga-rongga udara
cinta mereka begitu indah
hingga aku ingin menitikkan air mata
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bapak itu datang dengan tergopoh-gopoh memasuki standku. diantara keriuhan pembeli meminta nomor dan model sandal yang kadang membuatku cukup pusing dan tidak sabar, perhatianku tertuju pada seorang bapak tadi. usianya mungkin sekitar 60 tahunan. perawakannya cukup kecil dan mungkin tingginya nyaris sama denganku....
nek misale iso mbalik.......
jadi, begini ceritanya. kami tidak sengaja online dan standby deket hp secara berbarengan dengan jangka waktu yang cukup lama. didasari pada rasa rindu akan satu sama lain kami mulai mengoceh berbagai hal. mulai dari hal bodoh sampai hal serius. dan diawali dengan satu kalimat "nek misale iso mbalik......." kegalaupun dimulai.
nek misale iso mbalik.......
berbagai pemikiran dan perandaian yang sebenernya agak percuma diucapkan tapi ya sudah lah biarin aja. jadi setelah segala perandaian yang sudah kami ucapkan -dan gak perlu dishare di sini hehe- terangkum, intinya adalah nek misale iso mbalik kami mau mbalik ke jaman kelas...
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